Yeah I'm just going to write out how I feel again but if you don't feel like reading this type of crap, feel free to ignore, it's OK. It like as of late it feels like I'm more alone then I realized. I keep getting sick lately, keep missing work or going home early, my supervisor is making things more difficult for me, near weekly appointment, can't really talk to my friends without the feeling that I'm just getting on their nerves every since I realize this is what's going on with me, not to mention it feels like my family doesn't get me anymore. Dont give me wrong, it's not like they hate me or anything it's just that I don't think they trul